hey!

hey 'tis me again...
I happen to have a little free time and writing a post was what I thought about...
you see, my day ended pretty well I guess...I woke up a bit late, ate pandesal for breakfast and do the usual chores I do...after which I studied Economics cause we're having a test tomorrow...I also did numerous homeworks and the lectures...which I find tiresome as always...In betweens, I had to constantly look after my little sister, Gian..both parents are off to Divisoria after all..

I wonder why babies are prone to crying a lot?? oh well....whatever..

And now I'm busy printing images to be used for our birthday present to one of my important friends, Madeline..I hope she'll get to like it... :)
Apparently, after all that I've done for this day, the idea still keeps on bugging me like hell.. and it sucks..really..

and the classes will be resumed tomorrow....what's the connection?? Well, I just don't feel like going to school tomorrow. I don't know why either..

anyhow, good night humans...

wae?!

I've just confirmed one shocking, ah no, unbearable news....
wait, was unbearable really necessary? well, maybe..


 The guy I liked, or maybe I still like, will be migrating to Canada..what?! 
well, he's mom was based there and now that she became a citizen already, she has apparently decided to get her family to live with her..there..in Canada...

Noooooo......I mean, I don't know...
I've liked him, yes...and was quite sure that the idea has been in its past tense already, but, it seems like it has yet to become one...I tried erasing him (not completely, though) in my mind since I know that it'll just be a pain in the ass..sorry for the term...but, I just can't seem to do that..especially hearing the news from him directly...I even unconsciously felt hopeless about it.. and like I said, I don't know why either...






alright, enough of this....
sorry if I've been dumping my idiotic feelings in here...


anyway, have a good night lads... 

un-named

Hi.

.....is there anyone who knows how to cure phobias for men????

Actually, I've been thinkin about this darn person and is wondering if I still like him...

I've always felt nervous when he's around...even before he knew about this stupid feelings of mine..(I told him about it maybe 2 years ago..and everything from then felt awkward) but somewhere in my ridiculous mind, there's someone echoing something like, "you don't like him anymore" or the likes of it..

was the nervousness I feel when he's around  was plainly because I still like him or is it only because of this unbearable phobia of mine?  

crap..

forget it..

I'm just wastin my time....XD